Monday, March 26th, 2007
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Monday
March 26th, 2007 at 7:39pm
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Damn its been a min since i been on this shit well same ol same just workin i got my dl back and im movin to kearney for the time being idk if im gonna move back to florida yet or what im gonna do i got a good job and im the right track so idk..got people at my house which r cool most of the time but for sum reason i dont want them here now maybe cuz i just got off of work or because who knows i miss all my friends from florida the ones where it didnt matter i always wanted them around im drunk and i shouldnt b but who the fuck cares well im gonna go and try to be sociable but untill next time hit me up and good luck to all
current mood:  annoyed
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Friday, February 23rd, 2007
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Friday
February 23rd, 2007 at 7:35pm - Its been a minute
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Damn i aint wrote on this thang in so long..so heres the news my dad is coming tonight and we r leavin tomorrow morning to go to kansas then monday morning im going to court to talk to a judge and im hoping that since i have then money to pay my shit off they will just let me go and i can come back next weekend but who the fuck knows anymore my life couldnt get anyworse so bring on the jail time so everybody wish me luck and hopefully i can see u guys soon after i get back from this shit
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Friday, January 19th, 2007
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Friday
January 19th, 2007 at 8:23pm
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well another weekend by myself...im so sick of this shit i want my DL back so i can do shit...im gettin layoff this year cuz we cant do flat work fuck fuck...but they say ill make the same amount of money so it cant be that bad and i gotta go to jail soon so ill just get paid for sittin in jail hahahha hopefully i guess...but other than that there aint shit goin on in my life...this sucks..well time to drink more
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Sunday, January 14th, 2007
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Sunday
January 14th, 2007 at 2:16pm
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Its snowin like mad bad it is so cool for all of those who have never seen snow it is so beautiful i hate the cold but the snow is so awsome anyways im just getin drunk playin xbox wit my bro it is amazin how somebody u cant stand 2 be around but when they r gone all weekend amd the day they come back u relize how much u miss them...well i got 1 month till i go to jail an shit man i cant wait i will get my DL back and shit well i aint got shit to talk about anymore so be e-z bitches an hit me the fuck up
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Monday, December 18th, 2006
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Monday
December 18th, 2006 at 9:51pm
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well i did it finally i got my lip pierced again on the right side...i was going to do both but my lip is so swollan right now i thought i would wait till saturday to get it done again then all i have to do is get my other eye and tounge then im done i love it the pain is like a good pain it hurts for awhile but once it is healed and shit it is worth it ill post pictures on myspace soon so you guys can see it...other than that there isnt shit else we got 2 big commercial jobs at work and my crew is the one that has to do them cuz we have the most experience with commercial jobs...and i may not have to go to jail for my DL i might just have to pay shit but i dont know yet anyways all is good in the midwest i guess even though i miss everybody and shit
current mood:  drunk again
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Tuesday, November 28th, 2006
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Tuesday
November 28th, 2006 at 6:45pm
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Well nothing new has happened just workin and shit today was cold as fuck it was like 33 degressess and tonite it is supposed to get down to 15 and tomorrow is suppost to be like 20 with a windchill of 5 fuck i hate the cold...workin in this shit sucks you cant pour concrete and shit well i just got off work and i gota take a shower but my day was alright beside this one mexican that is a total dumbass but that is a long story and shit so peace out
current mood:  drunk again
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Saturday, November 18th, 2006
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Saturday
November 18th, 2006 at 10:35pm - hate nebraska
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Well this is the 2nd saturday of just sittin at home i have no friends i hate it in nebraska wtf i cant wait till i get my shit straight and move the fuck away from here i worked today that was gay i love what i do but i cant stand all the fuckin mexicans they cant speak english y the fuck they in the USA but anyways im drunk at home again before i was glad to spend saturday night by myself but now it sucks but yeah cant do shit about it my homeboy is now in a halfway house i hate life i just wanna kill myself fuck fuck fuck god i hate nebraska
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Thursday, October 26th, 2006
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Thursday
October 26th, 2006 at 7:47pm - Dont trust a methhead
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So as it turns out dont trust a methhead...im on someone elses plan for a cell phone cuz my credit is shitty as fuck and it would have cost me like 900 bucks to get a cell phone so he said he would just add me and ill pay him well this was when he stopped fuckin with meth and still had a job workin with me and then he went off the deepend his wife left him and he lost his job cuz of meth and he didnt pay the cell phone bill so now my phone is shut the fuck off along with his and his wifes and his daughters and im pisst i just payed a 138 dollar cell phone bill and all and now my phone is shut off wtf so if anybody needs or wants to talk to make sure u hit me up on my house phone 308-647-6432 after 7 pm and this time i got sumone who is going to cosign for me so ill have my own plan and shit so it wont get shut off so just wait bout 2 weeks and ill have a new cell but anyways other than that im going to attempt to quit drinkin in like 5 days im sure im going to be on edge and not very happy but its sumthan that i gotta do fuck i dont want to quit what else will i do to pass the time in gay ass nebraska but i guess i gotta find a way maybe go for walks hahaha yeah rite not with my fat ass...work is all good i guess we got this huge job for the Aurora coop and we should be busy with that for like a month..then in december im finally gonna take care of my shit and get my DL back i cant wait then im gonna get a car and get the fuck out of this hellhold well im gonna go get drunk now so hit me up
current mood: confussed
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Sunday, October 8th, 2006
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Sunday
October 8th, 2006 at 8:51pm - drunk
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so im just sitn here thinking about how things would be if i was still in the fla and if i would have never meet the bitch you all know who im talkin about...if i still worked at papa johns and shit it would have been alot better but i wouldnt know half the people i know and i wouldnt be sittn in gay as nebraska fuck...but i cant go back and change shit now and i dont think i would if i could i have to work tomorrow and i dont want to and at the same time i cant wait and no i dont hate all my exes sum just make me really mad anyways back on the subject i want to come home im leavin for kansas in like 2 and a half months and i hope i can get my lisence back an move back for good but like i always say who knows...i sleept all day yesterday and almost all day today so i probably wont sleep tonight but whateva i dont care i never do wtf i hope one day that will change...So friday night i went and hungout with one of my homeboys from work and his ass passt out at like 9 pm wtf so me and his girlfriend drank together and we went to the downstairs appartment and drank with my borher his gf my homeboys sister and husband and her sister and we were so drunk they all want to get in my pants so i took them off and they all tried them on then wade was putting safty pins through his nipples wtf i have weird friends then my homeboys bit me and i have a huge bruse on my chest i dont know y she bit me it was so fuckt up and my lady friend showed up we got in this huge fight cuz tommy was like u want me to tell her u want ur money and u never want to talk to her again i would tell her that but i know i wont get my 500 bucks so anyways i gotta go to bed i gotta get up at like 5:30 am so peace out and hit me the fuck up people
current mood:  miss everyone
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Sunday, October 1st, 2006
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Sunday
October 1st, 2006 at 4:03pm
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I hate my life so now this bitch is sayin that she is pregnet again wtf we havent had sex in 3 weeks and she is sayin that is is 3 weeks along how convenent the last time we had sex i was wearin a condom and she got pregnet... she came up to my work thursday and she got out of the car and she looked like 3 monts along not 3 weeks i went to the doctor with her and he didnt say how far along she was so is i think she is lyin to my ass tryin to keep my ass around but anyways im just sitn at home getn drunk thinkin bout shit..im going to kansas in 3 months to take care of my shit and get my DL back and hopefully i can leave this shitty place but who knows im so tired of my life i wanna move back to the fla and start sellin again it is a lot more interesting but i wont do that shit again...Deirdre's little sister calls me and says that deirdre is going to die cuz she is using again and i just wanted to say good but i love her little sister so i was all sounding all worried and shit but yeah good im drunk and so bored there is nothing to do here i hate it
current mood: an bored as fuck
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Saturday, September 16th, 2006
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Saturday
September 16th, 2006 at 7:50pm
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Tis is the first saturday that i have spent by myself in like 6 months i kinda like it all i do is talk to my friends and i aint gota worry about shit..life in nebraska sucks so bad i want to go home..i got pulled over last night cuz my chicks car had a headlight out and i was driving the cops pulled me out of the car ran my shit and said that they couldnt find me in the system and they were like what is ur real name and shit i was so pisst off i sit in the back of this cop car for an hour and a half he keep askin my name and my social security number and birthdate like 100 times i was like wtf then he took my picture and said that if i was lyin to me he was going to come find me and arrest me he made me give him my cell number my work number my house number and my brothers cell and then i left came home got pisst off more at my girlfriend cuz she says shit to piss me off got drunk she passt out on the couch and i slept in my bed this morning i woke up and she was in my bed and i was like "What the fuck r u in my bed for" then i made her leave...then i went and saw my homeboy in rehab for like 5 hours which was nice cuz i miss his ass he was all skinny and pale and shit but he seemed ok... we just sit and talked bout shit and threw the football around a little and this chick keep staring at me and my homeboy goes over and talks to her and hes all like i got sumthan to tell u yeah that chick thinks ur fine... i just start laughing anyways then we left and im here at my house gettin drunk as usual
current mood:  yet happy
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Saturday, September 9th, 2006
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Saturday
September 9th, 2006 at 10:19pm - man
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im torn between to chicks what do i do im drunk and i gota stop drinking this is so gay
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Sunday, August 27th, 2006
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Sunday
August 27th, 2006 at 11:53pm - I cant sleep
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Well i had a pretty good weekend went to the bar and got drunk with one of my friends from like 8 years ago he just got out of the pen and i ran into him last week...so yeah now i have 2 friends although one is in jail...Met sum chick and come to find out she has a kid go figure all the females in this town are to young to date or they have kids WHAT THE FUCK or they r just phsyco..its midnite and i gotta be up at the butt ass crack of dawn to go to work i cant wait to pour sum concrete... im supposed to start treatment soon but i dont want to cuz i dont want to get a shot every week that is gonna make me all depressed and sicker than shit this is so gay i cant belive that i got myself into this shit but oh well cant do anything about it now...so to all of u who read this hit me the fuck up people nobody calls me anymore what the hell
current mood:  an bored as fuck
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Friday, July 28th, 2006
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Friday
July 28th, 2006 at 7:07am - Judgement Day
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Well today i find out if i am going to live or die...I am going to the hospital at 9 am and they are going to do a liver biopsy and will tell me if i am going to be okay or if i have to start treatment...Now i find myself asking "was it worth it?" something it was meetin the greatest people in the world and making life long friendship with so many people but i wish i could have done it without the drugs if not for them i wouldnt have meet half the people that i know today as for doing drugs it was a good experience in some ways i wish i would have never shot up but then again i cant go back and change it i wish i could cuz then maybe i would have never left florida and i wouldnt have to worry about paying to go see a doctor because some stupid bitch gave me hepatius C but then again i cant blame anybody but myself so i miss u all and wish me luck and i will talk to u guys soon
current mood:  an confussed
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Sunday, July 2nd, 2006
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Sunday
July 2nd, 2006 at 9:37am
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So me and my homeboy drove 4 hours to get a dog we get to the town and nobody answers the phone we stayed there till 11 pm and we were like fuck this so we headed home...then we get an hour from shelton and the fuckn people call me at 2am and they are like you can come get the dog now...i was so pissed..but we got so drunk on the way up there and on the way back it was a nice road trip we drove 4 hours to eat at an Olive Garden WHAT THE FUCK
current mood: an hungover
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Tuesday, June 13th, 2006
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Tuesday
June 13th, 2006 at 6:58pm - Another hard day
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Man today sucked we poured and finished a garage floor then we had to go tear out part of another floor because the person that built the house hammered nails into a board that was sittn on the concrete and left a shit load of holes what a dumbass so i had to run a jackhammer all afternoon and i sweat my ass off my shirt was soaked that was basically all that ever is exciting about my life is pourin concrete or removing it or getn shit ready to pour and sweatn my ass off doin it...only good thing is i get a cheap tan
current mood: bored
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Monday, June 5th, 2006
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Monday
June 5th, 2006 at 7:22pm - Work sucks
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God i hate concrete work ohh wait no i dont i sweat my ass off alll day long and was drunk by 5 i gotta stop drinkin im gonna killl myself i wish i could come home i hate it here the only thing i like is the job as weird as that may sound i actually found somthing i like to do besides sellin drugs and livin out of hotel rooms one of these days ill be back to visit or maybe stay who knows i wish i did
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Monday
June 5th, 2006 at 7:21pm - Work sucks
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God i hate concrete work ohh wait no i dont i sweet my ass off alll day long and was drunk by 5 i gotta stop drinkin im gonna killl myself i wish i could come home i hate it here the only thing i like is the job as weird as that may sound i actually found somthing i like to do besides sellin drugs and livin out of hotel rooms one of these days ill be back to visit or maybe stay who knows i wish i did
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Saturday, May 27th, 2006
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Saturday
May 27th, 2006 at 6:26pm
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Man life in Nebraska sucks ass i miss everyone in florida and i wish i could come back but i cant and that makes me sad and want to drink more all ive done today is drink and watch tv what a fuckn life compared to the life i had in florida but i guess it keeps me out of jail and shit im so fuckn bored and almost drunk i wish i had friends here to get drunk with but i guess im just gonna be all by myself for a long ass time my brother is never here anymore so its just me WHAT THE FUCK this sucks
current mood: i hate life
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Monday, March 6th, 2006
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Monday
March 6th, 2006 at 7:53pm
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God my life sucks i hate all my exes they call me out of the blue and i dont wanna hear from and they bitch at me for not calling and i just wanna say were broke up so what does it matter but im to nice of a guy to say that...yeasterday was my bday all i did was get drunk and sit at my house... fuck my life sucks i went to work today and all i did was pour a parking lot and half a garage and i got a garage ready to pour tomorrow all i do is drink and work so ill talk to u tomorrow or the next day
love DICK
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